Today I woke up, for the second time, convinced that I should quit the master cleanse. I look a bit gauntly, and despite the enthusiastic things I've read about the energy levels going up when you're on the cleanse I am weary and irritated almost all the time.
But then I just swallowed the salty water and decided to stop thinking and just go on with the day, trying to be cheerful no matter what. And it worked!
As promised by the MC, I have weird pains all over my body. On the right side under my ribs my stomach feels weird and painful. I'd assume it's my liver, but who knows...I hope it's a symptom of detoxing.
Also, I am slimmer, my stomach starts looking really nice (and my butt and thighs)- I do yoga and pilates for quite a while now, so it all seems so much more toned than 7 days ago.
But I love food so much! I was hoping my desire for food would subside more easily, as I've read around on the internet... But I really really love food and the taste, and when give the nice freshly baked bread with butter to my babeey I smell it...and cry inside a little. Or even a bit more.
But, today, after the disastrous yesterday, is really all right!
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ETA:
I made a mistake! I thought it won't be a big waste if I bite on a sweet bun and spit it out after a couple of seconds. Yeah it was fun while I chewed, but appearently my stomach caught a whiff of food and started to groan and rumble! Oh wey, what a funny evening it will be now, HUNGRY.
And this after all the resistance of goods of today! Namely, I visited my grandmother... And as all know, grandmothers not only make the best food ever, but they also cannot believe if you don't want to eat. They almost force feed you, right? So after explaining three times that I'm kinda fasting, she still asked me: "will you eat the carrots?" and "will you eat that cake?".
The rest of the family didn't help either - they couldn't stop marvelling at the perfect...ness of the dumplings in the tomato soup. Which smelled so deliciously! ...and also, I was taking care- of course- of my babe, so when he was insiting on eating alone he spilled some of the soup.It landed on my fingers and I had to kill the reflex of licking them, well it was quite a fight. I was so exhausted by all that resisting temptations that I seemingly used up all my maple calories and got so cold, I spent the rest of the visit laying next to the radiator.
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On a good note, as promised, my lungs hurt and my nose is gooey and stuffed so I take it as a sign of detoxification. My throat is hurting as well, as do my lymph nodes. I was prepared for that, so I am really ok with that.
My tongue, after a day or two of looking unkisseable starts showing pinkness. Awesome.
AND
I am down a size, my new pants don't fit and fall off my ass.
*but my teeth are sensitive, NOT YAY*
sobota, 10 listopada 2007
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