number one

What a day!
I'm just finishing day six of the master cleanse fast. And it ain't easy, that one is sure- I'm fighting great forces of evil, and that means not only my food addiction, the toxins, (and the bit of fat! but shh, it's too obvious) but also the mind patterns. It all comes down to years of being too busy with unimportant stuff to really take care of
being nice to others
being nice to myself
and not wasting...my or anyone's time on whining about things to do, the weight, etc.

But today! It is way to overwhelming to change so manny patterns at once. More than once I wanted to quick my pursuits, but that would make me even more angry with myself. So I will keep this blog now, to post my progress- I'm profoundly dedicated to making some- in finding lots of inner serenity, happiness and being good to people and things around. I want to have it handy as a list of things I want to remember of, and easily keep track of my healthy-life ideas.
Cheers! Off to my nice bed with tummy a'rumbling.